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Monday, 23 May 2005

Music I Could Have Lied - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Mood Happy :):)
RTC The world is filled with music..

Does anyone get the rtc? Dont think anyone who reads my xanga will.. but thats not important :)

This week's been pretty good to me. All in all there were good classes, and lots of.. errr.. extra curricular activities!

On wednesday i had a drama excursion to wharf theatre to see a play called old times. The play itself was very good in my opinion, though it wasnt the easiest to interpretate. Thats not a word. Interpret. Thats better. Josh and i had a theory that the two women (only three characters, two women and a guy) were the same person. Then Ms Haitidis gave us a more logical, less out there explanation. But ours worked too. The play kinda sucked though cos of the year juniours that came along with us. That usually doesnt happen. They all asked stupid questions and laughed at really pointlesss bits. Just basically made us look even worse( we look bad enough being the only school in mufti). Lets just hope they dont come to other excursions.

Friday was lots of fun!?!Questlamation mark!?! After a half period of japanese, and a stupid seminar on 'careers central', elliot drove me down to st george with the rest of the group for the annual volleyball game! Wegot there kinda early and hung out in the 'maths quad' and mucked around with volleyball. The game was actually later than we thought, but that meant that Mistress got to come down and watch with me! The game was fun to watch, esp the guys trying to get skirts on.. but in the end we lost 14-8. Oh well, i didnt really care about the game so much :) Got to see the girl's common room for the first time and im jealous. Our school is so slack... just cos the year 12 a few years ago trashed it. We need a place of our own! That arvo i played chess against kogarah and won, but cooper drew and the others lost so all over we lost the match. I played thier coach too, and i managed to play a really good game against him and win. Then i lost a game against him. It was much more helpful then the gamea gainst my opponent. He suckems. Managed to meet up with Mistress afterwards in hrusty and went to Her place for some more extra curricular activities. Im so anti-curricular :)

Lost soccer on the weekend and had nowhere to go afterwards so i vegged at home. Home alone all night with no company :(

Today i went out to hurstville where joey from Mistress' church shouted everyone 5 boxes of kfc chicken. I had 6 pieces and was very ~~grate~~full afterwards. After the feast We bought a baby bottle.. saves Mistress spilling Her drinks down Her cleavage :P We went to town hall and met up with kimmy and tara, who were LATTE! I MEAN LATE! Sam from primary was there (a good friend of the tara) and he gave her a snake made of masking tape and playing cards and train tickets. Funko. Following kimmy we went to a piercing place in darlinghurst where she was kindly rejected. The piercer lady saw through her 'sister is acutally my mother' routine. We went down to newtown and Mistress got a consultation about corset piercings, which was very informative. We lunched and munched at pho then returned to polymnorph (the piercing place) to try and get kimmy's tongue pierced again, but he didnt accept the identification either. So in a last ditch attempt we looked for a seedier place, and with some luck she managed to get it done at a tattoo/piercing place. It cost a bit more but at least they didnt ask questions. I dont think it was where she wanted it though. We then split up and went Our separate ways. Mistress 'dozed' on my lap on the train, We concluded. A family was giving Us shifty looks. Ok maybe i know why. Spent time at Her house watching tv and drinking butterscotch schnapps, then walked home with a train in the middle. Very foggy tonight it was.

Been watching Rahxephon and its very good, i recommend it to the masses!

snow

Saturday, 14 May 2005

Mood Down
Music Come Back - Foo Fighters
RTC My leg is still in agonising pain

I just got back from another lost game of soccer.. after rushing home from coops, looking for socks for ages, rushing down to gannons and doing my boots up while the game is starting. The score was 3-2 and i feel like 2 of them were my fault. My leg has gotten worse again because of the goal kicks i was taking, but i think it would even more painful had i played soccer at school too. I swear im gonna kill some of the oatley players next time we play their team. Theyre so cocky and at the same time so bad at soccer. Oh well, im not completely pissed, i managed to headbutt a guy without anyone noticing.. except the guy of course :D

Last week's game was pretty pathetic as well. Really makes me regret re-joining the team..

Its been quite some time since i used the header ^^^ above, but my blogs looked very bare up the top. Well my blogs are usually pretty bare anyways but at least this is something extra to add. Everyone knows what a RTC is right?

Ooooh, i hear cop cars in the distance. Multipile ones.. sounds like a chase is going down. Too much GTA for someone.

The girls (so therefore all of us :P) have decided to boycott the trivia night in wait of the the year 12 only trivia night. There was lots of support for it so it should be organised, if peter and imteaz can stop bitching about each other for two seconds.

Im still trying to find some sort of career goal in life, though nothing has really come up. Maybe i should research it and go to the careers man first. Though i cant think of Mulholland ever giving any sort of advice except 'if you stick with girls too long they'll just steal your money'. I think that advice could be from personal experience(s) :P Either way i have to work towards something. Maybe that will give me more willpower too. You know i need it.

Below is a game which has become quite popular to the computers at school :) Its super simple but more difficult than it seems. Clickety click!

http://www.harveycartel.org/metanet/downloads.html

Chess started this friday and whaddya know, we won 4-0. My game was really easy, cept for one stupid move i did at the start. Couldve destroyed him quicker if i didnt :P Hopefuly this means a good season for us. We have a fairly good team this year. Assuming sameer doesnt do anything too stupid.

I want cable.

Snow

Tuesday, 03 May 2005

I I I I I I like You veeeeeery much.

I I I I I I think Your grand.

Adverstising is infesting myyyyyyyyyyy poor brain.

Blah blah blah blah nike holden coke.

Goddess im weird.

Im starting to not like my xanga. I have for a while actually. Not the actual xanga as such, but my username and the light blue-y layout and the header and everything else. Might have to go someday. Then again, this is just a site for me to record and comment on my weekly events for Her benefit.. though others seem to get some drab kick out of it at the same time. Whatever tickles your ventricles.

Ah, the first week back to school.

I dont like school.

But thats something i have to put behind me right now.

The school life isnt that interesting so much as it is sedative. Doing poetry in english (but its a good poet, a Wilfred Owens who writes on war), biology makes everyone as brain-dead as ever, maths is what it always is, as is japanese (but thats actaully a good thing). In drama we're now starting our group performance work.. which means im creating a play with cassidy, rowan, henry and shazzou. Fun fun fun 0HSC.

Well we can really pull it together, but itll be hard. Im not exactly good at making group plays anyway.. wish it could be easier somehow. I guess thats probably the worse attitude to adapt in life though.. wishing its easier which wont change anything when i should just try and get what needs to be done done. Fuck thats easy to type.

Despite the ominous pressures of the next term and a bit theres also some very good things to look forward to this year. Theres trivia night in week 6 (which is at St G this year), the annual netball game between our schools, and once the hsc is over theres schoolies and bali (hopefully) and other things to look forward to. Optomism is my anaesthetic of choice.

The hsc timetable is finally out, showing that i have 3 tests in the first week, 3 in the second week, and drama as the last test of the whole thing. ARGH. Wish i could shove japanese or english there. Guess itll just have to be put up with.

On saturday We saw Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy (or 42 to the nerdlingers of the group) and it was pretty good. Funny and good spec effects, but some weird story additions and omissions. The casting was also very good and bad at the same time. All in all it was still good to watch.

I now have to get Mistress a Marvin. Any suggestions on how to get one? Newtown has it all, but i think Marvin escapes the borders of all itself. Coop stayed over that night, and when we were waiting for the train on gymea we decided to frolick and destroy some token bushes and flower gardens. Its what they get for the lack of trains.

Today i used my pupil free day to get my bank card replaced (got snapped on saturday by own highly skilled feet), bought presents for mumsy and met up with Mistress jazzo and tara, who were also shopping for Jazzo's 8yr old friend/cousin? I still think the wow wee wouldve been a great present, if only for you girls :) Tara was very kind and gave me a lift home, in which i had to stay low near jazzo's house to avoid being seen. Luckily the tarago is very roomy.. so (with a few fun detours) i got home in one piece.

I also have some chocolates to sell on Mistress' behalf, so fork out the goods ppl! Time to get fat!

This song has been stuck in my head since i saw zoolander on tv, and ive heard it twice in tara's van so i thought it has to go up. The lyrics arent that special, but the song is so utterly happy all the way through.

Wham - Wake Me Up Before You Go Go
```
Jitterbug
Jitterbug
Jitterbug
Jitterbug
You put the boom boom into my heart
You send my soul sky high when your loving starts
Jitterbug into my brain
Goes a bang bang bang till my feet do the same
If something's bugging you
If something ain't right
My best friend told me what you did last night
Left me sleeping in my bed
I was dreaming but I should have been with you instead

Wake me up before you go-go
Don't leave me hanging on like a yo-yo
Wake me up before you go-go
I don't want to miss it when you hit that high
Wake me up before you go-go
'Cause I'm not planning on going solo
Wake me up before you go-go
Take me dancing tonight
I wanna hit that high
yeah, yeah

You put the grey skies out of my way
You make the sun shine brighter than Doris Day
You turn a bright spark into a flame
My beats per minute never been the same
'Cause you're my lady I'm your fool
It makes me crazy when you act so cool
Come on baby lets not fight
We'll go dancing everything will be alright

Wake me up before you go-go
Don't leave me hanging on like a yo-yo
Wake me up before you go-go
I don't want to miss it when you hit that high
Wake me up before you go-go
'Cause I'm not planning on going solo
Wake me up before you go-go
Take me dancing tonight
I wanna hit that high
yeah, yeah, yeah
jitterbug, jutterbug

Cuddle up baby move in tight
We'll go dancing tomorrow night
It's cold out there but its warm in bed
They can dance, we'll stay home instead
jitterbug

Wake me up before you go-go
Don't leave me hanging on like a yo-yo
Wake me up before you go-go
I don't want to miss it when you hit that high
Wake me up before you go-go
'Cause I'm not planning on going solo
Wake me up before you go-go
Take me dancing tonight

Wake me up before you go-go
Don't leave me hanging on like a yo-yo
Wake me up before you go-go
I don't want to miss it when you hit that high
Wake me up before you go-go
'Cause I'm not planning on going solo
Wake me up before you go-go
Take me dancing tonight
```
Snow

Monday, 25 April 2005

Its been a very casual holidays. But just as quick as usual >:( Havent gone anywhere this time which is a plus in my books... seeing relatives is not what i was hanging out for. I Saw Mistress and friends on most days, just spending time at peoples houses or out and about.

Ive played 2 games of soccer over the holidays and lost both of them, the first one was worse than the second though. That was against a harder team. I hurt my legs somehow before the second game, so the aching that i had in every muscle in both legs was intensorfied! That game was much closer. A lot was my fault due to my bad legs and my increased pain every tiem i kicked it. Oh well.

How has everyone else utilised their time away from school? Much of mine was not that fun, because Mistress had a dancing gig on the second tuesday.. which required a week of rehearsal. It seemed like hard work (especially the performance at the end, seedy hk insurance company) but at least She got paid $600! Plus it seemed like a big fun night at the same time.

Plans for camping fell through due to a lack of interest and of people. I hate it when that happens. Hopefully it can happen again sometime, possibly with more people. I guess we just need to find people who can actually go, and organise it earlier.

Yesterday was a good time. People came in black and white and everyone had some pink, which i commend them on. That doesnt mean that people didnt get pink hairspray in them :) With the people who showed up we amazingly had a even sex ratio. Not that it matters, but it just never really happens. Lewis probably got sprayed the worst, though it only really showed in my hair (for obvious reasons). We watched movies and pigged out and also went down to the park to set fire to stuff. Made polumnas for the first time and they went better than expected. Played some fire hacky as well but almost instantly it went down a drain and, being on fire and all, we couldnt really get it out until it burnt out. The problem being that if a flaming hacky stays still it burns throught the hacky... so now mine is dead :( And i was really looking forward to playing as well!!! Only the guys could stay the night, even Mistress had to go home because Her parents denied ever letting Her stay, then saying She cant stay the night THEN saying She has to make Her own way home, when there isnt even anyone AT home! Parentals suck. Got my first experience of being driven somewhere by tara, and she a cool driver and safe as well. Anyone who manages to hurt rob is good in my books :P

Has anyone been doing much schoolwork this hols? The trails are not so far away anymore, and everything seems looming. So much knowledge to compress into my brain... why did saying that make me think of zip files? Im so stupid. Well anyways, if you have, kudos to you. We should all do the same and really put an effort in to do well, because although the teachers love to feed us that propaganda day in and day out, this year really will affect the rest of our lives. The hsc isnt necessary. It just creates so many more options, and some things are much more attainable. Like becoming an astrophysicist! Vlads well on his way ;)

Speaking of vlad, all should remember to wish him a happy bday for last friday. He couldnt have a celebration to commemorate it so the least we can do is msg our belated well wishes.

I must say im so happy about having a computer that actually works. I can play music and games without things going kaput! Its such a leap forward from my old one. Now all i need is for this area of lugarno to accomodate cable or adsl and im good :)

And thats all from me for now

You stay classy San Diego

snow

Saturday, 09 April 2005

Im guessing pokemon by listening to the sounds they make. This is Mistress' invention, dont blame me!!! Im not the nerd.

Oh fuck i got one right! I am a nerd :P

I dont think a party is gonna go ahead. Im not one to be organising, and i really dont think parties go well in my house. I just dont like it. But feel free to have one in my honour. I dont have to be there :P

This week has been very breezy. School was kind of not there, only really doing stuff afterwards was good. Tuesday i went on a drama excursion off in wharf theatre - a 'workshop' on brecht. Turns out it was just a lecture on all the info we had all sorted through and processed into an essay just last week. $20 well spent. They acted out some scenes from brecht's plays (and one of the actors was the guy in the 'drop bear' bundaberg ad, and also the pet shop dude in the ad for tampons, where the goldfish is scared) but in such short time, and from a different language set for a diff time period and society it was hard to pull off. Oh well, one short day :)

Mistress had an excursion to the jewish museum on wednesday so i went and waited for Her in kings cross. She tried some boots on and they looked oh so good, cept they were one size too big. So many things to spend $400 dollars on in there ;) I think its criminal how those boots suit You so well.

In other news, my knee hurts!!!! Too much soccer on thursday permayhaps, but it aches just from walking. And sitting. And lying down. I was worried about training on it that night, but once i got warm and moving it seemed to ease off the pain. Of course once i got home it all returned. Well at least i should be able to play tmoro then :) Not helped by the fact that i played soccer all of today, and my knee got heeled by inglas... Why do i make soccer so painful for myself, in all ways?

Spent this afternoon at anita's new hangout over in penshurst, and it made me want my own apartment more than ever. The sheer independance and having your own space is something i have a strong urge for right now. I managed to pry some anime from her motherly grasp, if only for a week or two. Though if theyre not back at the end of the holidays, theres a good chance ill be scalped! I dont want to be a pom pom!

My parents just got back from their anniversary trip to perth, bringing random tokens with them. Apparently i have lots of gifts, but theyre all birthday presents. Which scares me, cos when in a diff state the only thing you can really buy is clothes. Tourist clothes. I dont want touristy clothes!

Actually now that i think about it, my knee is starting to feel better :)

Best i get some sleep.

~~Sex filled~~ Sweet dreams my little ~~puppets~~ ~~muppets~~ ~~mopeds~~ Moopriks!

snow